i'm fish-ed.

yay! it's finally TODAY! but but, i'm frustrated coz i cant bring an empty mind, but a full of worrying thought with me over the opposite island. wtfish. i cant manage to do my assignment on time! (today) haihs~ i need to bring along my lappie, THIS fishin burden with me then. #%?#$@#@!! stupid asssss!!! but im the most stupid! coz im just slacking all the way last few days. blame no one but me.== and, i have yet done any packing. not a single piece of cloth nor innerwear in my luggage. u can see a moth is flying out when u open the luggage.@@ ohwell, i want to enjoy too! CAN I　DONT CARE MUCH???? ='(

别阻止我用音乐来忘我！！

现在的心情真是pekchek
心情不好 想要安安静静（没人烦我）但同时把音乐的音响调高 炸房间地做assignment
又被老妈孔 说我吵死人
显 要做什么来发泄 弄自己心情比较好都不能
什么都被你控制 烦
我静静 今天再度躲房里！


今天也是我第四天没踏出屋外了

please keep the elasticity, guys.

Honestly, i got a complicated thought and feeling right now, after I read a few blogs from the design gang. It seems that for a week i have yet met them, something changed. From what i read, it seems the bond are getting looser between the gang. And eventually, if not for bungamin, i won't be getting to hang out with them oftenly, or won't have any news about them. Or what can I say, i'm a failure friend too, cuz i don't contact much with them when or after school everyday, or sometimes even when we are together, i'll be the quiet one. i'm sorry, i just cant make myself to join the topic sometimes, or i'm a boring type to u guys. im afraid, and hate the feeling too. what shall i do. i miss the moments, and i miss all of u. :'(

闭关 避关 我要长出蘑菇

今天暂时不闭关了 也不关机了 因zhabor信息我 要不然我也想关机了
昨天关上手机 呆在房里一整天 闭得好累
也有在逃避的意思吧
但也逃不掉什么
前天母亲节也呆在房里 哭一整天
看《海派甜心》 真是催泪的戏啊 or也许是我自己找不到理由 就顺便地哭
顺便想说 杨丞琳，我爱上了你！

昨天的午餐没吃 今天的早餐也没吃
发现最近虽然不算很迟才起床 但我都不下楼吃早餐耶

最近的生活好累 好累
都不想踏出门 我要长出蘑菇~
我要快点飞~
最好那几天的时间给我过慢点！！
不想那么快结束能让我拥有的欢乐时光 （但我知道快乐时光一定会比正常时光快过个八百倍！闷）





好想飞到远远的。。。

生日快乐 我对自己说

刚好差一个月就是我19岁生日了
其实去年就想过不想庆祝了
因为某原因 还是举办了个party

今年呢 也许不举办party了
不懂原因 但想过想和someone special庆祝
但 无
so 也许自己过吧

Have you seen it?

不知道为什么最近对‘爱情’满悲观的
也许是看太多‘网友们’都一直在更换status吧
single 〉in a relationship / in a relationship 〉single 之类的
什么都有 要不然就是换对象
一时和某某说‘老公/老婆，我爱你，永远都爱你噢！！永远都不会离开你！！！’
少在那里我爱你，爱着你，就像老鼠爱大米的了
几天后。。。便single。。 -,-"
请问你的永远就是这个定义吗？？ 我在怀疑你的小学。。。

觉得要找个能和自己长长久久的也难了
以前相信会实现的 如童话故事里的happily ever after般
但现在并不觉得了
连婚姻都能玩玩了 或是出现一大堆问题
无可否认，本人对婚姻没信心 对恋情更没信心 ：）


我是否想了太远了
但这的确是我现在的想法

最近emo满严重的
外表看似疯 内心想更疯
而讨厌烟的我 尽然想触碰它！

是不是傻了啊我

I'VE LOST FAITH...

Stay long and happy.

First of all, I feel blessed to wish my parents a Happy 28th Anniversary! It's really a long period of marriage I can say. Feel blessed for it. But on the other hand, I got own personal thought, which i'm not gonna spoil in this post, but next. Earlier on I was waiting happily for the dinner tonight, but, my stomach suddenly tortured me. I couldn't even force myself to eat, what more to say enjoy the food. duhh...

Anyway, stay long and happy together papi and mami~

慌 的感觉

突然来袭的感觉 很难接受
不由自主的都会打开来看 放着
这样的我 好累 也好讨厌
哎~

慌。的感觉


不好受

我不炸鸡，我炸音乐！

今天下午的mood超糟的。气到飙泪。但也过去了，通常我生气也不超过一天的。。好惹吧？惹啦。。最多只会在第一时刻收到我发泄的‘粗’口成章罢了。；）（但也没那么粗啦。。LOL）
到最后也买到了speaker + woofer陪陪我的lappie！！ 谢谢笨砸明帮我选和接送我啦~ 有点不好意思。。 =p 终于可以炸房间，做assignment了！嘻嘻嘻 现在也很期待去狮城的那一天！因为baby satio在等着我去找他嘛~ 希望我相亲成功，能把他娶回家咯~~ *保佑保佑* =）
带我走，我要飞~~~

不知道怎么了。。心情突然低落。。。
i'll just laugh with my heart crying. =)