O2, I gasps for you.

Im glad that I am alive, typing on this post. An hour and a half ago, I was suffering, gasping for air. All of this are happening because of my esurience (tamjiakness). I don't know what my mom was holding when she hopped into the car. It was cute. It's just like a mini version of an apple. Then my dad told me it was a China type of pear thingy. I thought it will be sweet, and of course juicy and nice. I took it over from mom, I smelt it, in instance it choked me. I didn't know why was it so, and gave it a small bite. At first I though it was okay, then mom told me to give daddy a try. I quickly bit another mouth, slightly bigger than my first bite, (coz Idk why, I don't really like to eat on something after my dad =x), after chewing for quite a sometime, I suddenly feel the uneasiness in my chest, throat, and nose. I asked mom for tissue, I threw out everything in my mouth, and my nightmare came. I started to gasp for air. I need to breath in hardly. I told my parents, I'm having breathing difficulty, suffocating. Mom and dad thought that I was 'playing' while eating, so that made me choked. I knew that, I didn't choke at all. After a few secs, I told them again, and yet they gave me the same reply. I knew that I'm suffocating, I don't even have the energy to speak to them, and I can feel that dad was looking on the rear mirror non-stop to get my view in front of him when he's driving home. I knew that it wasn't a joke. I'm so scared that something might happened to me, thinking that, what if I can't stand it for tonight? *touchwood* After home, I still cant breath normally, they drove me to Kuching Specialist, to 'puff' (for Asthmatic patient, if only they need it). But I didnt do it, we walked to a kopitiam nearby, and i drank half a cup of hot milo. After sitting for some moment there and in the car, I felt little better, and back to home again. And I'm thinking of someone and something at that moment too. So now, I'm glad that I'm sitting here in front of my lappie, and breathe normally. (still got a little bit of uneasy feeling.)

[idk that the fruit was marinated with some kind of vinegar thingy, maybe that's why it numbs or somehow contracts my muscle in my throat..or something? Makes me suffocating. In conclusion, Eat With Small Bites. LOL and of course, no tamjiakness.]



[[ohya, tonight is the very first time I'm saying (writing) ILY to biggie bro in his b'day card. ohh touched sei. LOL]]