冷血動物

愛你是全身麻醉的手術 微弱的心電圖 因為你而起起伏伏 只要一點點人類的溫度 我就能被征服 我願賭就願意服輸 可是我心裡有數 我不是你的回憶錄 只是你的未知數 我翻了又翻你給的地圖 卻一直找不到我的歸宿 也許開始太倉促 才迷了路 為沒有結果的結果盲目 *我等了又等夢見的幸福 卻永遠只是你一根肋骨 我終於恍然大悟 不再上訴 只怪自己愛上的是一個 冷血動物 就算我變成一個拳擊手 我也下不了手 總不能找自己報仇 就算我乾了這手生啤酒 我也沒有對手 我也不能對你反駁 我們像兩個宇宙 我自甘著我的墮落 你一無你的所有 我翻了又翻你給的地圖 卻一直找不到我的歸宿 也許開始太倉促 才迷了路 為沒有結果的結果盲目 我哭得好累 想哭得很美 但哭得好痛 我翻了又翻你給的地圖 卻一直找不到我的歸宿 也許開始太倉促 才迷了路 為沒有結果的結果盲目 我等了又等夢見的幸福 卻永遠只是你一根肋骨 我終於恍然大悟 不再上訴 只怪自己愛上的是一個 冷血動物

（你不冷血 只是喜欢搞失踪 只好等啊 等）
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就算预测了结果不是自己希望的 但还是会抱着一点点希望 因为一个人的一句话。。。
就算我能再怎么做都好 我还是那个没出息的我 给不了什么。。。
-好想找个洞钻

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money money come come!
NUMBER NUMBER come come!
yes. i got ur number.
happy!!

=DD

天天好天！

注：本篇纯属本人自high篇！！！ 不想看者请闪先！ >\\\< 呵呵呵呵呵

哈哈哈 今天超超超超超开心的！！ 太阳突然的出现让我好high啊！还以为又等不到了。。立刻想去找太阳！就顺便上个厕所。发现只在附近罢了 途了一回儿 走过太阳身边 太阳突然翻过来 给了我特别甜的笑容~ 我都害羞了！！ >\\\< 但是好HIGH！呵呵呵 回来后 发现太阳还在那！就想办法接近 heheh 拿了人家的bakpoh sample 叉了像串串烧的给太阳吃 还作弄人家 *过程很短 但成功弄太阳笑* =D 再想要怎么和太阳说话时 就星来了！我们遇见了aunty！还曾经和她提起我们想认识太阳 （其实是我想。。eileen帮我罢了 coz aunty or 其他人都比较喜欢找她聊 ><) aunty当中间人 帮害羞的我们认识太阳 太阳还主动跟我们说话 哈哈 讲到话了！ 太阳好friendly噢！聊到一半，讨厌的人出现 就这样 拐走了太阳 >:D haihss but 好在过后我看见了太阳在放工后买水果 我还向太阳要 ：）太阳：eh，你要哈？Me：嗯 *点头* 太阳翻回头帮我选 也没问我要啥 哈哈 then真的买了 太阳：女人女人，你的！（我不懂是我听错不，也不懂zomok酱叫我 哈哈哈哈哈）拿了过后 太阳就回家了。 木瓜！平时我都不喜欢吃的 除非是切片的 （奇怪）但太阳买的当然要吃完阿！而且是切片的！哈哈哈哈 ♥ 很好！！有借口请太阳吃东西了！xD



好开心！好high的一天！！ 哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
天天好天！

sien..bu neng upload zhaopian! ><

你把我灌醉~

烦 累 泪
走火入魔了
我是怎么了
无言以对
-1122am


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只能天天的期待 远远的看
眼看 心动 手不动

到处找你的影子
却有缘的在Aone碰见了你
你对我的笑
让我开心得连想起都会high ：）
-4+pm

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生病了 咳嗽
我有发烧吗？ 身体烫烫的
我不要！ ><
我要做工 撑到最后！
为了钱 为了我的光线
-1240am

unskippable.money money come come!

The first day or work, one word, t-i-r-i-n-g. Didnt get to sleep well the night before as I may be too nervous or excited or so, kept on waking up every few hours, and worry I might get late or so.== Other that that, we have been standing for about 11 hours as the tauke didnt prepare any better chairs for us. There's one there, but broken. We don't really get to sit on it. I dont really felt much of the pain and 'sourness' till now. Hopefully after i slept, they will get better tomorrow. arghhh i mok chair! i mok money!

My family them having dinner together too tonight to celebrate cuz's bday, but i cant join. Still told eileen that i think my mom surely will dapao for me, who knows, dad disappointed me jor by letting me know the answer in car just now. sad daoo...had kueh chap with eileen for dinner. ><


Although i'm slowly getting into the tough process of life on earning money, feeling tired, I do hope that my spririt keeps on burning with flames. Wherever there's sunlight shining upon, there's a way. I want to earn money THAT much! And also, learning the process of life. Somehow, this part is unskippable.
Jiayou moving on chele / valen / mx / wadever!! p(^.0)q

Good night! <3

26th. =D

Woke up around 11 something this morning. Got a text from Leen, then off to hang out with her and the gang after lunch. Went to Kbox, nice singers they were. At first we were qiao-ed to sing from 230-6pm, then because of F, we got the priviledge from her, which the waitress wanted to court her and gave us a free jug of drink and an additional 1 hour, which make us sang till 7pm! whee~ besides him, another waitress too, wanted to court F. jiajia laku. and brought us lots laughters! HAHAH!

After K, we went to Hornbill2 for our dinner and meet the others. aaahh expensive! but thanks to Leen lahr, sponsor me bout 50% today.heheehh thankiu! jiajia ate till very full tonight. I'm not suitable for this buffet kind of meal, jiajia bo hua. ><" We off to laodifang again after steamboat, meeting up the others and had a great chat there. a GREAT chat. jiajia laughed die us, and me. cute daoo~~ >\\\< it's been awhile since I truely laughed till I teared. :') Then later, mom called and off back home.

A great day that i've spent. It passed really fast too. ^^
Tomorrow, gonna off to Damai till 29th.
miss me miss you. xoxo

Christmas day!

It's YOUR day. Happy Birthday, Jesus! Merry Christmas. I didn't go to airport for sending grandparents and relatives off for their vacation. Stayed at home and sleep. hehe Then mom called, told me to get prepared, for having lunch at her friend's house, she got house opening thingy going on. Later, around 3pm, Eileen picked Yao and I up and we headed to Spring. At first we planned for K, but I think it's not worthy so we cancelled it. Then we headed to Xian Ding Wei. They got a break time? So we strolled around and waited till 430pm. We were lucky to get there first as it's full house after about half an hour time. jiajia kinteo. I think the food there is worthy for the fullhouse. idk, i just ate eileen's as she's the only who's eating. The portion is quite much, and the price..depends on ur own grade.(a SET of meal, range from 10+ - 20+.with a soup, a piece of abalone?, a piece of mushroom?, broccoli, and can choose with either white fragrance rice or minced pork rice.) Too bad there's no much choices and don't have snacks? or im blinded.== Took some emo christmas pics.me love! Leen and I was seriously in love on the ipodtouch! hahah siao liao.but think I wont get one, yet. Then, we got Leen's earring, and off home.

Continued with my drama at homie. We went to airport around 11+pm to pick bro home after. Went for Prosperity meal Mcfizz for supper while waiting bro. Share share lah..otherwise wa bui si.>< Bro got me, our family, Disneyland's polo and tee! wheee~ a bit girly type, but nemind lah.lol thanks bro!

Still, i dont have the christmas mood on.:( sorry for my beloved festival.


myft2d.

Chrismas Eve.

I woke up around 10 something today. Slept with tears the night before, and woke up with tears, again, and moved on with my day. Stayed at home for the whole morning and noon. (my 'aunty' jia jia lai gah jin zhey, chut chut lat siens and hek si wa!) Watched a taiwanesed drama, at first i thought it was so lame, i just wanted to finish zaizai's part, but then it really attracted me on the storyline, showing another reality face of the world. I still remember there's a part, my dad watched with me, i just hoped he will leave the screen and leave me alone there, as it was really a w k w a r d watching with him.heheheh

Then, in the evening, I went for dinner with parents at grandparents' house. I was kidnapped from there, to meet the gang up for dinner and so after. Richmond was fully booked, ended up we went to Westwood. After they had their dinner, we headed to pavi. Saw some familar faces sitting next to us, and saw something that he shoudn't do to someone, oh well, maybe I should say that im blinded for the nite. Quite comfortable staying at the corner there, drinking, grooving, and then countdown. Oh wait, the countdown part was it sucks or i was deaf. I didn't even heard any 10..9...8..7...2...1! kaboom! thing going on, just saw the balloons suddenly went off. == Had some blessing huggss and we just make ourselves high at the back. After awhile, some of us from the gang are leaving. Eileen and I met some siaonang, stopped by at the junction and looking at us. After we 'cut through' them, they followed and kept on looking at us and waved, then vroomed off. == drunk already kah? We headed to church and met up my parents there for the midnite mass. ahhh I have sin.sinSS!!!! >< Christmas mood? No. :(