Wednesday, March 31

Draw with a mouse.

Well, last week I was learning Illustration (tracing) in my Design Studies. At first I was really blur with it, but I really don't know why yesterday night when i tried it again, i worked it quite well. Genius maybe? =) *jokes~ Hopefully I still remember the steps. And here (picture below) is the outcome of what I've done using the software, which made me pissed off few times because of the installation. Grrrrr.... >:(

The actual picture.


The illustrate one. (undone) Using the old version of software, unattractive and 'old' for me. I'm going to change it into a newer version soon. This have to sacrifice my Windows 7 into Vista. ><>

And oh, we are learning Photoshop today. They are totally new things for me. >< Hope that I can get handy with them soon. =) We are told to do 3 posters for our assignment for this subject too. Have to brainstorm soon, and the worst part is, we got only 2 weeks time since today. ohmamamiya~ sei for (die fire - die liao la)... But it's still early to say die la, as there are still degree and future job waiting for me to die for. =)

Monday, March 29

消失的傻理由


“爱 在世上是最尖锐坚固的东西。。。
不需花费很大的力气,就足以杀害一刻怦怦跳跳的心。。。”
-se7enpoinsix.



如果有一天,我突然消失了,你会不会发疯似地找我?然后因为找不到我而难过?

如果有一天,我突然消失了,你会不会无数次的点击我的空间,看看我留下的痕迹? 

如果有一天,我突然消失了你会不会认真地用心地看我空间里的每一篇日志?然后理解我当初多么地珍惜你? 

如果有一天,我突然消失了,你会不会在半夜突然醒来,想我想到泣不成声?  

如果有一天,我突然消失了,你会不会每天开着MSN等我?当你看到好友上线时心中一阵紧张,以为是我? 

如果有一天,我突然消失了,你会不会看那无聊的喜剧流泪?然后狠狠地想我? 

如果有一天,我突然消失了,你会不会在街上走的时候想到我?想到蹲在地上痛哭?
 
如果有一天,我突然消失了,你会不会在最快乐的时候想到我?想让我和你一起分享你的快乐?

如果有一天,我突然消失了,你会不会觉得你是想我的,其实你很在乎我? 

如果有一天,我突然消失了,我一定不会回头…而你要忘了我,继续幸福地过你的生活!
  

是不是我真的消失了,
你才会发觉身边有个我?

是不是我真的消失了,
你才会想起来珍惜我?

是不是我真的消失了,
你才知道怎样来珍惜我?

是不是我真的消失了,你才会感觉到当初我是多么得珍惜你

是不是我真的消失了,你才舍得给我一丝可怜?你才会明白你真的失去了我?

是不是我真的消失了,
你才懂得什么是真正的爱……




这是我在面书里看到的一篇‘短文’。。?其实我也想说,过去的我,曾经也有想过类似的问题。。是不是等我真的消失了,才能‘看到’你为了我而流泪,‘体会’我对你的重要,你才能了解我 为你而存在在你身边。。但看来,自己真的很傻,我也得学习面对,和接受一切都变得过去式了说了放下,就放下吧。。。如果时间能倒转的话,我希望我能改变一些事。

Careless mistake.

haihs..I'm so mad with myself. Why I didn't check everything properly before getting mad or blame on someone, it was not my style, really. urgh...it was really a careless mistake. I knew my mistake, I apologized to them. The lady was quite nice though. haihs...self-blamed. And they even help me with my problem. Thanks them. It was really embarrassing. My mom too, embarrassed me. -,-
Sigh... hate and tired with myself, for not being dare enough too. How can I go to overseas like that? ='(





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And I met a new friend today. Steph aka Stephanie, a friendly and cute Indonesia-Chinese. Guess what? We share the SAME birth date! cool right? =p But she's a lil older for 365 days than me. But it's still awesome, and I don't know why I'm so excited about it.^^ Well, it's really nice to know her.

Sunday, March 28

=[

Hannah Montana the movie triggered me to wonder who actually needs me... and who actually will be by my side when I need someone to be there. hmm~ Robbie Ray is a great dad. I actually tried and wanted to be by someone's side, but I guess now I'm just an extra thang...


Thursday, March 25

It's another day.

Today is the 3rd day of class for me, and it's the last day for this week. Free much? LOLs. Went to school around 1pm+. Quite full the parking slots..-,- needa drove up the MSC. Then, today met with Natasha, a friendly pretty gal from KK, Shane aka Shanelka (sorry, I don't really know how to spell ur name yet.), a pretty international student(sorry again, I don't remember and know where's the place :x) and also Peter, a tall guy from Sarikei. Nice to meet them afterall.=) Today Azuar taught us about the different characteristics of both Leonardo da Vinci and Michaelangelo. Quite boring at first.=x And there's a few of new faces in the class too, mostly international's.

And, I can't wait till next Wednesday!! We are going for a half day trip at the museum!! yayy~~ cool much!! love it. *but I don't really know how to drive there.opps* and that's the moment I realized that doing engineering last year was really really boring. :x

Yeeha~ Hope we do have FUN around there! I think Natasha and Peter will, as they gonna change into pro photographers that day. cool~ *can teach me??? hahaha

Tuesday, March 23

First Day for a DS.

It's the first day of a new semester for me today. Went to U earlier to meet those old buddies. The libraries, parking places, open dine, everywhere were so crowded. Saw about 90% of new faces. (I din't explore that much of places.) We chatted quite loud in the library, especially me..haha I suddenly miss those days. :( and now I'm all alone. haihs~ Well, life goes on. Hopefully I can be more independent, out-going and brave after this all-alone-thingy.

Well, talk about the first class, I really felt so isolated when I realised that 95% of them are actually from the same group last semester. They are like buddies, joke around, even with the last semester's lecturer, Azuar, and the current new lecturer, Roy. But, I can't deny that they both are great lecturers! They were only 25, and they treat us like friends, from what I see till this moment. Azuar even brought them to a trip or something last semester. cool. And I think they are planning one, soon. wee~ Hopefully for my group in my current-mixed-sem, he will bring us too. =) cool and funny lecturers they are. They even going for dinner tonight with some of the students, but I'm not joining, as I'm not in the 'gang' yet. :x

During the class, we self-introduced ourselves, like kids huh? haha but at least it made me knew who my course mates are, and from where. Quite a few from KK, then 1 from Jakarta, and 1 from Taiwan!! wow~ I hope I can remember some of their names. Guess what? There's 3 ''Michelle's" in the room! cool much? But one was absent today.aww After i introduced myself, the lecturer, Roy, asked, "Is your part time job saving people?" "uh? why?!" I'm blur that moment, then i realized that I'm wearing my SuperGirl's Tee! hahaha nice one Roy! Then we played some 'game', more like an activity, lecturer Azuar wanted us to walk in different WAYS from Point A to Point B without repetition. The objective of this is that he wanted us to think that we can do a thing with lots of ideas, and not only by walking straightly, something like that. We played it for 3 rounds. LOL Firstly, I walked zig-zagly. Roy asked me to do in a Superman way, then I asked, "fly over? *with a Superman sign*" lol.they laughed. Then secondly, I got myself a partner, Albee, to 'dance'-over-with-Waltz style.haha Thirdly, again, partner-ed with Albee, with the Supermodel-walking-along-the-carpet-and-the-photographer-kept-on-following-and-shooting-style.HAH! 0hya, Albee, a Sibu gal, was the first friend I talked to today. Not bad la..*keep going chele* In a short while, the room really got crazy..lols! I like it~ With two of the manga-super-fans, they did something like 'Shunpo' thing. OMG! We all burst into laughters! I noticed that one of them acted weirdly all the time, they kept laughing or teasing him. :x

Oh well, it's quite a great class I can say, hope that I can get along with them. (Their angmo are geng too! >,<)

And Roy was right, we need to have passion on design, not just liking it. We also need to have a vision for what we are doing, so that we know what we want. Yeah, I totally agree with it. I hope that Multimedia Design, careers in digital film and video production or creating animation or effects those in a film, is what I'm looking for and want. Although I can't really draw well *sighh*, someday, I hope to be a professional, and get into an ideal production team. My vision. *atm. =)


P/S: I wana upload some pictures so that it won't be too black and white. But, stupid line stops me. grrrrrrr